Friday, 20 May 2016

Uqasha

Penangan Uqasha kepada aku dan Af. Buku tu menggangu emosi aku serba banyak. Dan juga emosi Af lagi banyak dari aku. Uqasha buat aku rasa yang hero dia like 92% sama macam Af. So polite and gentleman. Very understanding. Uqasha is full of love. Pure love. First love.

*amek mood sweet romantic jap*

To Af, dearest my blackforest. *omg! it rhymes!*

Husband, thank you so much for today and the day before before before before, especially the past two days. You were there for me. Even not physically, but virtually yes! Comfort me this evening. You were there to pick me up when i broke into pieces, you were there when i cant stood up for myself, you were there sayang. Thank you so much!

Sayang, i tak pernah bosan dengan you. Kenal dengan you, i belajar new things, we are in love until now, we are on the phone every night, but every night will be different topic to talk about. We talked about ideas and plans, about event or even make a book review. That was so awesome love! I've never had so much to talk about without being bored. You are one awesome handsome guy. Thank God i got you. And thank God you got my heart.

Sayang, the decision i made by letting you in was not a mistake. I gambled my life to open up my heart for you. What did you to me at that time? I dont know what's got into me but i just did. Hey my blackforest, terima kasih sebab sabar dengan saya selama hampir dua tahun ni.

Jom toleh belakang sekejap. Biar kita tak lupa kita asal mana. Biar kita tak lupa titik permulaan kita. Sayang, do you feel how i feel? I think we do love. It's worth waiting sayang, it's worth sacrificing, semuanya berbaloikan dengan apa yang kita ada dan rasa sekarang? Bersyukur Ya Allah. 

Af, I'll always pray for us, for me and you, your name never missed in every single of my prayer. Never sayang. You dah jadi orang penting dalam hidup i other than my family. Stay sayang.

"Saya cintakan awak sepenuh hati saya. Awak nyawa saya. Jangan pernah tinggalkan saya. Awak pergi. Saya mati." 

"My heart only seek you and only you in this universe as my love for you is beyond infinity"

Pure love, Shinkansen *kisskisskisskiss*