Assalamualaikum w.b.t and home sweet home !
Alhamdulillah syukur..finally i arrived home safely on thursday at 11.00pm sharp. Ameen.
so today is saturday and InsyaAllah tomorrow RAYA..haha
what i did today ? basically i just did one thing. that is ironing two baskets of clothes approximately 20 pairs of baju raya etc..for six hours i stood in front of the ironing board while listening to my mp3, willingly doing the chore..haha so proud of myself teheeee :3
ohh tadi kn..while i'm relaxing myself by surfing the internet,online fb, updating blog and suddenly i came across this blog..
want the link? nahh no need to..the owner of the blog is my ex-class rep..ohh forget to mention, he's already out from uitm and will further study in degree at usm penang and he is 2 years older than me..before this,he studied A-level i think at KTT..i just knew that last wednesday..no wonder lahh..so, i read his blog and one of the entry, surprisingly buat aq terasa..haha i feel like the entry was meant for me in a negative way..but its okay..why so suddenly i wrote in english ? no idea -.-
back to the main point, aq dgn dia mmg mcm langit dgn bumi..we came from different background, different schools, different city but same country..haha i thought i could make friends with him..i was totally wrong..cara dia berfikir dgn cara aq berfikir sgt sgt lah berbeza..he is so matured, ckp pun mmg bukan mcm org 18 thn (at that time i didnt know he's 20)..everything that came our from his mouth is beyond my expectation..from there i marked him as my mentor..meaning ? bila ada ape ap yg aq ta phm psal subject tu..org pertama aq rujuk is him..tp aq biasa lahh..sgt tidak serious..suka gelak, perangai budak budak lg kn ? well,,18 pun belum sampai..i noticed that dia mcm ta suka dgn perangai aq yg mcm skrg ni..reason ? setiap kali aq tny dia, dia mesti jwb dgn gaya, cara dan intonasi suara yg paling annoying..even aq tny elok elok pun, respon dia is still the same..at one point, rasa benci kt dia da membuak buak dlm diri ni..tp disebabkan dia pandai dlm semua subject (ta bermaksud aq ta pandai, cuma tahap kepandaian tu belum sampai maksimum lg..i still have so many things to learn) semua benda annoying dia tu aq tolak tepi..but nothing happen..he still remain annoying and i moved on..i can be independent, i can be smart like him. no. i can be better than him..dia hanyalah 'orang tumpang lalu' dlm hidup aq FULLSTOP
as a conclusion, losing a friendship with a person like him is worthless..maybe we can be friends but just a friend yg bila terserempak, aq akan senyum or buat tak tahu je..
p/s : i do know that 'langit tu tinggi ke rendah'
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