fid IV

omg. fid. he came back. yes. he came to the seven e around 10 pm just now. and i was in my shift.

he spoke to me while i'm outside the seven e to take out the garbage.

"buang sampah tu elok elok lah."

and i was like 'that voice sounds familiar' and it was him. there. walking towards me. omg omg! did you know how fluttered i am? sangat kot. the inside of me cant stop smiling. serious shit man!

"eh hai. datang nak masuk kerja ke? shift pukul sebelas eh?" i smiled. with my eyes i guess. muahaha.

"takdelah. tu shift kau."

"daripada mana ni?"

"hentian kajang. saje jalan jalan."

aku buat mulut bentuk 'oh'. then he came into the seven e. standing at the newspaper area while leaning to the ice cream tab or whatever you call it.

and there was the awkward-silence moment. hahaha weird gila kot. then suddenly he asked.

"faez masuk pukul berapa?"

"dia cuti harini." 

"haritu lepak dengan dia hari ahad malam isnin pagi. terserempak dengan bapak kau."

aku 'oh' kan aje. dia cakap lagi.

"nak tanya kau dah tidur ke belum."

"kenapa?"

"nak suruh kau buatkan kek." dia sengih. aku pun sengih sekali.

and there was again. the awkward-silence moment. incredibly uncomfortable. hahahaha.

"haritu aku pergi uniten. tapi tak jumpa pun foodcourt yang kau cakap tu." i'm trying to break the silence.

"laaa. asal tak call aku?"

aku macam ceytt. damn lah. ' aku memang nak call kau. tapi nanti nampak macam terhegeh hegeh pulak.' i didnt answer his question. "aku nak order mcd. dia cakap takleh hantar pulak sebab takde cawangan yang terdekat. merepek kan?"

"da tu kau makan ape?"

"aku order kat hotel. room service."

"order ape?"

"fish and chips. dah lah mahal. tak sedap sangat pun but eatable." 

that awkward-silence moment. aku pulak buat buat jalan dalam store. pegang pegang barang sana sini acah acah susun la konon. kah! pigi dahhh.

"so kau buat ape datang sini?"

" saje datang. nak jumpa kau. takboleh?" he smiled. ' ohh that smiled'

"boleh je. tak cakap pun takboleh."

and. that awkward-silence moment. again. lama jugak yang ni.

"aku balik dulu lah."

i walked towards him. "tu je? takde nak beli pape?"

"takde. aku takde duit sekarang." dia dah ada kat luar seven e dah.

"haaa yelah. byeeee!" i waved at him.

aku masuk dalam store dan tengok dia hilang dari pandangan disebalik cermin tingkap seven e. i did the a thousand miles stare. i smiled. ' how can i move when i still in love with you.' one of the lyrics from lagu the scipt playing inside my head.

and for the . . . times. i lost count. hahah. aku tersengih sendiri. haih cilake.

fid oh fid.